My Last Day Diary

Dearest to all:


This is quite unusual for me to write things about how I feel especially in this very crucial part of saying goodbye... not to people, only places.
I am not very vocal with my feelings and NOW, I guess I am.

Today is my last day, nearly my last day to be exact. I would like to take this opportunity to thank you all for the help and support extended to me. I really enjoyed working in this we call “family”. This experience will truly be memorable for years to come.

The saddest thing you can say to anyone is “goodbye,” but sometimes in life, it is the only thing. I know people, aside from ourselves, say and do things that influence how we feel or treat others around us. People can be cruel and unthinking at times. But not me. (laughss).

I want to thank you, for the times we spent together, the great talks, and those moments that only friends can know. I also want to thank you for the memories I will carry with me of all the happier times we shared as family or as friends. I rarely remember anything less. You guys helped me grow as a person and enjoy the gift that is friendship, for a very long time. I know people come into your life for a reason and not all remain, but in some ways, you will. I guess we’ve actually been saying goodbye to each other for some time now, but have both been reluctant to actually say the words. So now the words have been said and the time has come.

I've learned that God gave us a gift of 86,400 seconds in a day, the question is… Have you used one today to say “thank you”? So I am using mine now, I thank everyone that has caused me to suffer “he he he” but without those people I would have no reason to express myself and experienced nothing than heaven on earth.

I know life will always find a way to help you guys through the saddest of times. I must leave you now, but in no way, will I ever forget you. How far that little candle throws his beams!? So shine a good deed in a weary world.

Good Luck and God Bless!

"remember, I love you more than a song and a song in itself"

"I dare you to move - Switchfoot"

"Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
Like today never happened
Today never happened before"

"By Your Side - Faber Drive"
Cause I'll be keeping
Your, heart in mine,
Don't you know I'll always be near
Even in the hardest time,
Don't you know I'm always right here
When you're feeling lost
Don't give up because,
It's alright,
When you close your eyes,
I'm by your side.

Love Lots: Vanzvanz

Switchfoot - Switchfoot - Dare You To Move on BatLyrics.com

--------->> Last Chance.

Instead of holding you, I was holding out.
I should've let you in, but I let you down.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first.
I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask.
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

My another band "Different Day".

"Being in a relationship is scary."

Being in a relationship is scary. There are many aspects to it. It takes trust, patience, and understanding. It takes time. Sometimes. It comes with doubts. Am i good enough. Why am i so boring. Are they bored. Do they feel the same. All theses thoughts. It makes you work harder. It makes you change things up. The thought of them not feeling the same. The thought of you feeling more for them than they do for you. Its scary. The thoughts of “its going to be like last time” or the fear of losing them after coming so far. Just the fact that at anytime, they can walk out of your life. Its a pessimistic thought. But it really is true. Thats why we all have to fight for love. We all have to break barriers and tear down walls for love. We change, lifestyle changes. Things we go through to keep what we have strong. Its all worth it, if you make it worth it.

How Much by Meg & Dia (lyrics)

Just One Of Those Things lyrics

Give me a minute
I need a second
Got to breathe there
It's Just one of those things

wish I could tell you
How much I need you
And how much you
need me to go

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things

I know I made it seem
Like all was written down
And I hid all my pain
And now I bring it out

And you'll be scared at first
cuz it's such an ugly blow
I don't know which is worse
to learn or not to know

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up

But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, it's just one of those things

I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us
I tried to tell you a million times
You have always been one of us

Please don't listen
(I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us)
Please don't listen
(I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us)
Please don't listen....

Meg And Dia - Nineteen Stars

Lyrics wise. I love this song.

Without Love

I would kill for this song!