"Being in a relationship is scary."

Being in a relationship is scary. There are many aspects to it. It takes trust, patience, and understanding. It takes time. Sometimes. It comes with doubts. Am i good enough. Why am i so boring. Are they bored. Do they feel the same. All theses thoughts. It makes you work harder. It makes you change things up. The thought of them not feeling the same. The thought of you feeling more for them than they do for you. Its scary. The thoughts of “its going to be like last time” or the fear of losing them after coming so far. Just the fact that at anytime, they can walk out of your life. Its a pessimistic thought. But it really is true. Thats why we all have to fight for love. We all have to break barriers and tear down walls for love. We change, lifestyle changes. Things we go through to keep what we have strong. Its all worth it, if you make it worth it.

How Much by Meg & Dia (lyrics)

Just One Of Those Things lyrics

Give me a minute
I need a second
Got to breathe there
It's Just one of those things

wish I could tell you
How much I need you
And how much you
need me to go

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things

I know I made it seem
Like all was written down
And I hid all my pain
And now I bring it out

And you'll be scared at first
cuz it's such an ugly blow
I don't know which is worse
to learn or not to know

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up

But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things

Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, it's just one of those things

I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us
I tried to tell you a million times
You have always been one of us

Please don't listen
(I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us)
Please don't listen
(I tried to tell you a million times
That you have always been one of us)
Please don't listen....

Meg And Dia - Nineteen Stars

Lyrics wise. I love this song.

Without Love

I would kill for this song!

"The Right Kind"

~Music is a safe kind of high. ~

Wishing That

Never regret anything that has happened in your life. It cannot be changed, undone, or forgotten so take it as a lesson learned and move on...

~vanzvanz

Drunken

I just thought of yesterday...
I was sitting tight on my clerical chair.
Concentrating.Connecting myself to the world.
But I have found nothing but a dark clouds --just there, so dark.
I nipped on the coffee in front of me;
feeling the heat beneath my throat.
Suffering lightly from the warmth of it.
Trying to relax and feel free.
I stared closely on my desktop,
Clicking.Surfing.Browsing.
Feeling so high, So Safe.
Still nothing.Still so dark.Still drunken.
Sad.