Drunken

I just thought of yesterday...
I was sitting tight on my clerical chair.
Concentrating.Connecting myself to the world.
But I have found nothing but a dark clouds --just there, so dark.
I nipped on the coffee in front of me;
feeling the heat beneath my throat.
Suffering lightly from the warmth of it.
Trying to relax and feel free.
I stared closely on my desktop,
Clicking.Surfing.Browsing.
Feeling so high, So Safe.
Still nothing.Still so dark.Still drunken.
Sad.